“Just Another Day in Denver”
Drive by kills
soccer star.
High school grieves.
Two weeks pass.
Two teachers
shot, neither
dies, this one
barely makes
front page news.
(c) Carol Wilcox, 2023
“Reading should not be presented to children as a chore or a duty. It should be offered to them as a precious gift." Kate DiCamillo
“Just Another Day in Denver”
Drive by kills
soccer star.
High school grieves.
Two weeks pass.
Two teachers
shot, neither
dies, this one
barely makes
front page news.
(c) Carol Wilcox, 2023
Finally, the last poem!!! This has been one of the hardest April Poetry Months I think I have ever done.I just didn't have anything to say. Every night I struggled and procrastinated and tried to decide whether I should just quit. I kept going, but I wrote lots of embarrassingly bad poetry. Oh well, I tried.
Poem the last is an Abecedarian.
"An Abecedarian of Wonderments"
Always keep you heart open
Because you are bound to be blessed by baseball sunsets,
Coffee and companionship,
Dogs, always dogs, and deliciously yellow daffodils.
Entendiendo en español,
Fellowship and friends, flair pens too,
Grandbabies, even if they aren’t exactly blood,
Hamburgers with crispy french fries, and calories removed,
Ice cream, preferably soft serve chocolate and vanilla twist,
Just a few extra minutes of sleep,
Kindnesses from kindergartners,
Laughter that lasts long,
Memories of moments,
Nice neighbors and new friends,
Ocean, all things ocean,
Pools, puppy kisses, and peaceful days,
Quietness of early mornings with time in the Word,
Read aloud and the rhythm of rain,
Sunshine dancing across shiny wood floors,
Tulips, turning the world red and yellow and pink,
Until they are replaced by purple and white iris,
Vast Colorado blue skies,
Walks in spring, just before sunset,
Xtra minutes of light, or extra guacamole,
You only need to watch carefully,
Zoom in, wonders will be waiting.
© Carol Wilcox, 2022
friday night tired
chinese takeout, walk, couch, book
half chapter read, zzzzzzz
Tonight a golden shovel.
"Lesson"
This has been a year of so much, everything
has spun, and turned sideways and upside down, has
dimmed and faded and lost its
color and it has been hard to find wonders,
or seeds of wonders, or to even
find a flashlight or candle to light the darkness
mostly there has been black and black and black and
silence and silence and empty silence,
and I have searched this frozen wasteland for small wonders and
I have scratched fingers raw in seedless gardens, I
am trying to lean in and to learn,
to yield, to accept, maybe even to love whatever
might come from his strange and lonely state.
I suspect there are lessons to be learned in this emptiness, and I
know that even though they feel much larger then I may
think I am prepared to handle, it will be
well, if I only yield and lean in,
perhaps therein
lies life’s biggest truth, simply to
trust that all will eventually be
well, if we seek nothing but to be content.
© Carol Wilcox, 2022
“so much goodness”
I watch her persevere
arduously spelling word
after word after word.
long after five-year-old peers
have left the floor and moved on.
she pauses at the scissor box
digs for a minute,
then turns to show me her treasure
“I choose red,” she says,
“because that’s my sister’s favorite color
and I love my sister.”
later I watch again.
most children are at centers.
some manipulate magnetic letters.
others build puzzles. some color.
she does not go to centers.
instead she cuts inch-sized
squares for a phonics activity.
she trims edges precisely.
her scissors move slowly.
finally, teacher announces recess.
“will you please cut the last three
while I glue?” she begs.
“I just want to play outside
for a little while.”
Today I am bent over
yet another endless phonics worksheet
helping one of my little guys
copy sixteen three syllable words.
I feel a head resting on my back
and I peek out of the corner of my eye.
"I just love you," she says.
"I just love you."
and I wonder what I ever did to deserve
so much goodness....
(c) Carol Wilcox, 2022
Cuddles with Mama,
Kisses from brother,
Romps with a friend.
Hard brushing,
Hole to dig,
Car rides,
A short walk,
A long walk,
The possibility of a walk.
A tennis ball,
A tug of war,
A peanut butter bone.
Takes so little to make him happy.
(C) Carol Wilcox, 2022
A tricube.
Colorado Sky
blue on blue
on blue on
bluest blue
white on white
grayish gray
touch of pink
vast on vast
on vast on
vastest vast.
(c) Carol Wilcox 2022